Have you ever locked your keys in the car?

Sound comes funny, right? Last Wednesday morning, after work i went to shopping, and spent more than i expexted. Than I had a haircut. I was so sleepy. When i was on the way to the home i stopped for lottery tickets at gas station. I lost little bie. Then i played again. After losing i left the car third time locking door without taking keys. I realized keys are in the car when i was in the store. I was praying God to not see the doors locked. Anyway i asked for help from the cashiers. They gave me some equipment as screwdriver. I felt like thief. The worst thing was it was rainy. I got totally wet in 15 minutes. I tried both side doors. After 45 minutes i gave up. I called 911 wished they help me. After i explain what was happening she asked if any kid or pet is in the car. I replied "no" She asked any important medicine or staff is in the car. I had same answer. Then she asked the funniest question why i called them if it isnt emergency. I was shocked. Then i realize it was just a game. God was giving me good lesson. I was playing sctrachoff istead of going home. I thought i got the message :) In 5 minutes i could open the door by chance. I spent my 2 hours and $72. Haha i hope i really learnt some.

Laundry morning

Here we go, there is another reason for me to say i miss you mom because of my laundry day. I am at laundromat and i hate to be stock here. I took my book but i dont understand what i am reading. I used to have laundry machine at home. Also my mother used to take care for me. then she would iron them. At least i took my laptop with me. By the way i am chatting with my friends who are in Turkey. See you guys tomorrow at school. I hope they fix the heat in class.

Last monday, my high school and college friend came from Pitsburg to visit me and to give some document to Turkish Embassy. I picked him fron La Guardia Airport on monday morning. We came back to Long Island and had a breakfast at Turkish restaurant. He told me he dont know any Turkish restaurant where he lives and he missed turkish food so much.

Then i dropped him to my home. While he was sleeping i was at the school. Before i left the school, he called me and said he was bored and i should rush. I was at home at 6:25. He said his couison is waiting us in Manhattan. I never drove in the city and it was 24 hours without sleeping for me. Anyway i accepted to go city. We spent 2 and half hour there. We went to cafe where is view was wonderful.

And we walked an hour at the streets. When we came back we lost. I still cannot understand how we found our way again. i just know i passed three different bridge and i paid three bridge fees. We were at home about 2:30 am. My friend woke up 7.30 after ten minutes he woke me up. We left home 8:30. We were lucky we didnt wait too much at embassy. we have done at 11:00 am. His flight was 9 oclock and i couldnt left him alone: one more absent at school :( I suggested him to go bronx zoo. I have been there once, for two years ago.

We took lots of pictures. when we were back at city it was 5:00 pm. We ate dinner at Dervis: another turkish restaurant but it was so expensive:wasting money, plus park. He wanted to buy baklava( most famous Turkish desert). We found the place easily because i barrow the gps from my roommate. I dropped him Jfk at 7.30. It was very nice to see one old friend: however, those 2 days made me exhausted. I am still tired and sleept :)

I miss you, mom.

I miss you mom,
There is something missing after you,
Thoughts are deep,
Being for away is as miserable as before.


You remember when i moved far for the first time,
We agreed that had to happen,
I was just forteen,
and every once a month we were together,
We promised to make my future brillant,
Didn't we choose this way to da that?
So did it work?
No, but it would do.
I have been missing you mom.

I regret for many things that some i have done,
some i haven't,
You know i love to make you mad,
I love to be against to you,
to discuss things as a mature,
Now i would just be agree with you,
or i would support you,
Mom i really miss you.


I feel anger because not be able to chance the time,
If i am, i would wake up when you call me, first second,
I would not argue about dinner,
i would listen you carefully,
i would try to understand meaning of being parent,

Of course, we talk twice a week,
How about touching or hugging each other?
How about your delicious foods?
I want to ask you to how i look with my new t-shirt,
I miss you so much, mom. You know what,
I will surprise you soon.

Wrong day i chose to cut the classes

The day i cut the classes when i was hihg school 10th grade something happened very funny and stupid. That day i arreved th school 8 oclock. The class begins 9 oclock. I nefer thougt about cutting the classes that morning. SUddenly, i felt i didnt want to stay in class. Then i saw one of my close friend. I ask him to leave school to go theatre with me. He was ready and just said "lets do it" He added if we would play billard after movie. We were so excited because next step was escaping from school without seeing any teacher. I dont how it work in other countries but usually we have one or two teachers are on duty at school door and security at suchool garden's door and you cant leave without permission. When we left the school there werent anyone at both doors. After we crossed the road, we saw one of our friends. He asked where we were going to. I explained and asked him to come with us. We agreed to take a bus. When we reached the bus stop, we hit two moer friends. Same story went on. We all five planned to spend whole day together: first, we were going to go movie, then billard saloon, after have lunch at beach cafe, final at the game house for playing card games. I remember everything about that day as it happenned yesterday. We took off the bus and walk to the theatre. While we were walking, i asked my friend for extra cifarette. One other wanted too, and shouted "give me the lighter". Four of five guys were smoker in the group. When i was lighting my cigarette, someone shouted us "hey guys" I was surprised and tried to find which building and who shouted. My friend screamed "teacher Adnan!!!!" "Holly s..." the other. How can it be possible? What was he doing there? He was one of the dangerous, crazy and violation lover teacher of our teachers. If you have treouble with him "God bless you to graduation". We were scared. Then he told us to he wanted to talk with us. Our faces turned red and our hearts were trying to leave us. That was the last thing i was expecting. He was laughing when he asked us what we were doing there. He said he was so lucky because he cought us. He also mentioned he was busy and he had some work for us. He sent my friend and me to pay couple bills. It took almost one and half hours. When we have been back, i saw one billard saloon. I told my friend lets spend half an hour here because i felt the teacher would hold us for a while. We could not enjoy playing game. It looked teacher used the building as an office. When we arrived the office, we saw other two friends were washing the dishes at the kitchen. The last two were cleaning the room.The teacher was drinking tea. What a surprise. The day started very nice however contineued ugly. The teacher took our four hours. Guess what he said last? He hoped we go there often. We sais yeah, yeah. What a luck huh! My friend said "while there is life, there is hope, then" and we spent the rest of the day at beach cafe while we were loughing each other for our stupidness. By the way, the worst thing about that day was my classmates told me they have left the school afternoon because our teacher had bad haedache. lots of laugh