Movies in the morning

I love this cold and rainy weather if i plan to watch movie. Outside is dark and gloomy but that is better because you can focus on movie easily. I pick one horror and one action movies. The last house on the left is the horror one and i hope it is scary enough. Then i will watch G.I.JOE . When i was a kid i used to watch cartoon version of g.i.joe. After watching those movies hopfully i will sleep some. Last night one of the bussies night at work, i am so tired. Happy holliday everyone...

driver lisence, credit card, bills, $25, and lost valid

What reasons make people inattentive in their regular life? For example, when you leave home, normally you should take your valid, if you drive keys and driver id, or your cell phone. I found two different valids at the store this week. Imagine you lost your valid or things in your valid, how would you feel? Both valids have id and money in it, but there is not any phone number on who owns the valid. I thought the guy was rush when i found the first valid. Yesyerday morning the guy came and asked if he left his valid night before . I gave the valid and added that he should be careful next time because he had his green card in the valid. The second one is still in the store. The lady didnt come yet. She has many credit card, id, and some dollars. I didnt called the cops yet but if she doent come in a week , i will give the valid to cops. Then she will have to do many paper work to get it back. I felt sorry for both of the costumers. Carrying something as valid keys is like breathing,i mean you dont think about doing it, but you do it authomoticly. Something bothered me in that situation. When i found the valids, the first thing i thout about oh if there are some money in it. I dont care how much in it, and i definitely dont need that kind of money. But why i was curios about how much they had... So my advice is if you dont want to lose anything make your list, lets say three thing you have with you all the time, valid money and keys, count them all the time where you go or leave then you ll be safe :))

I am not a mean person!!!

You kow about my situation with my cuison that i was asking practical lie to ignore to see him. Some of my friends recomment and advice about that. I still doont belive it is a mean act ignoring to see him. Anyway i was at my other cuison house in brooklyn on monday night. We had great time . it is reality i convinced myself as believing i would see my cuison dougther. I didnt ask if they came together. She 7 years old and i couldnt meet yet. I realized they left her in Turkey. I was dissapointed. Last 7 years took a lot from my cuison such as he had white some hair haha :) So you know what did not change with him is his talking. He still talks toooo much and still looks people from sky. He asked if i had e mail and we should keep in touch in some way. i started laughing because we added each other on facebook couple mounths ago. I told one of my friends that call me at 11 pm. That was not cool but it worked. sorry guys i guess i am mean but little bit.

poem, author, then cheater...

I used to love writing years ago, now i am having trouble even i write with my native language. I know if i push myself harder and do more practice i would write better. When i was at sixth grade, i tried to write poem for competition between middle schools. I had done good job. My only mistake was i took help from my mom. After i finish the poet, i was so proud. The teacher told me i can not partcipate the competition. The reason was i cheated she said. I was upset and i explain that it is not possible. I acceped my mom helped me but it is not cheating. I still dont know why did she comment like that to my poem. Only thing that she believed she had read the same poem before because my mother may read the same poem before. She she never read any poem as we wrote. who knows maybe the teacher could not believe i could write that good

I need a practical execuse

I have been thinking about good lie to execuse. My cousin and his wife will be in newyork tonight. I have not seen him almost sevan years. I asked my mom if it is a rude. She said that i should keep in touch at least for couple hours. I ashamed because i really dont want to involved that kind of relative meeting. i am so confused. What i know is i dont like to talk to him or listen his old stories. He thinks he is the one that everyone has to be proud of him. If i meet with them that will be pain of... I will decide tonight what i will do. If any of you guys has believable lie just tell me. i will try eventhough i am not a good lier. The last thing, last seven years he never called or mailed me, what do you expect me to do? Actually, after i shared my feeling with you i felt better, this blog stuff is a kind of group theraphy :))))