Say Goodbye to My Exbestfriends

They were such family friends. They used to hang out with my father . I met them when i was 15. Then we were all together until last night. They even made my father cancer and tried to kill him couple times. I could not realize how dangerous they would be. They were with me at high school, university, i meant everywhere. I carried everyday one pack of them for ten years. I should lost my mind. Now i am promissing mysellf to be survival. Iam not going to be part of that game anymore. I am not a smoker anymore. Maybe, quitting will be tough or i will have to chew gums untill my jaw becomes tired. People keep saying that the first three days are so important. I believe i can make it. It should be a lot better than killing myself everyday. I hope time will be the strongest cure for this sickness. I will probably need a good luck and my real friends help. I am really sorry if i be mean or angry, or bitter to you in these myifficult days. I guess i will take profesional help if i fail to quit smoking...