I am not a mean person!!!

You kow about my situation with my cuison that i was asking practical lie to ignore to see him. Some of my friends recomment and advice about that. I still doont belive it is a mean act ignoring to see him. Anyway i was at my other cuison house in brooklyn on monday night. We had great time . it is reality i convinced myself as believing i would see my cuison dougther. I didnt ask if they came together. She 7 years old and i couldnt meet yet. I realized they left her in Turkey. I was dissapointed. Last 7 years took a lot from my cuison such as he had white some hair haha :) So you know what did not change with him is his talking. He still talks toooo much and still looks people from sky. He asked if i had e mail and we should keep in touch in some way. i started laughing because we added each other on facebook couple mounths ago. I told one of my friends that call me at 11 pm. That was not cool but it worked. sorry guys i guess i am mean but little bit.